I'm realizing that I am alone because I play games.
I usually swear that isn't true, but it is. I consistently date men I know I will leave. I usually know this within 5 minutes. I think that is why I date them in the first place.
I want intimacy, but I fear it.
Love has often been a painful experience for me. I don't trust it.
Infatuation is kinder and easier to walk away from.
I need to stop with the games. Its not healthy. Its not fair.
Maybe a hiatus is in order.
Time to reevaluate.