Written July 17, 2006
Today is the first day of the rest of my life.
I was granted restoration of my maiden name today.
It shouldn't matter but it does.
I spent so much time trying to redefine myself only to find that I liked the original definition best of all.
Time felt like it went backwards.......
I am now who I last was at 18..... (If only I had the body and face to match it). No one is pinning me down and nothing holding me back. No one can silence me and nothing can stop me.
Its like the Judge erased all the bad stuff that happened in life...... all that victim garbage..... all that circumstances trash.... like chalk off the blackboard. He then wrote my true name over the shadow that remained.
I think he used big bold block letters.